AF finally arrived, with a vengeance, yesterday evening.
I'm now looking forward to a day snuggled up with a hot water bottle and painkillers. Our last "innocent" AF before IVF. 31 days until injections, scans, tests, waiting rooms and more scans begins...
I collect my drugs on January 10th and discuss things with our nurse, which if I'm honest seems a bit pointless, I've started the process once, I hope she doesn't make me practise injecting cardboard bedpans and mixing again.
I feel like I'm in a big rubber raft and I'm so close to the edge of the waterfall I'm starting to panic, part of me just wants an even bigger paddle so I can start paddling back the other way to calmer waters, the other half of me wants to just jump over the falls and get it over and done with and wait for the calmer water at the bottom.
2014 don't you DARE let me down!
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