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Did I POAS?

No, I'm being strong.

Yesterday was an awful awful day! Not just my miserable mood, but the car went for the MOT (yearly test needed to declare it's safe and fit to drive) and it passed, but I have two back tyres and rear brake discs to replace, not a cheap job! Then we went to IKEA and I was surrounded by heavily pregnant woman; seriously?! I get needing to shop for baby or nursery things, but they were everywhere! Kitchen section, living room section, picture frame area etc...but I did feel better after some meatballs.

Then that evening we came home to hang our new pictures above the fireplace, removed an old one, took out the picture hook holding it up and a lovely whoosh of gas followed it!

Great. So now we have a gas leak/hole in the fire flue which requires knocking a whole in the wall to fix, another quiet expensive job!

But...my cramps returning last night, dull aches with painful pulls every so often and I woke up this morning and they're still here. Seriously hoping it's not AF gearing up for an early arrival! Boobs about a 4/10 on the tender scale, nothing anyone but a crazy woman would pay attention to.

My dad and grandparents are coming over to dinner tonight and my Nanan and I ALWAYS share a bottle of wine over dinner. Need to think of some good excuses for not drinking without getting asked too much? (My dad knows about our IF but I haven't told him about this on going round of treatments. He gets upset and worries too much and without my Mum has nobody to really rely on, so I keep it quiet til we have news good or bad)