CD41

10 days late. Still no AF, still no sign of AF. Still normal, bog standard CM, not even a hint of blood and no sign of drying up (sorry!) which usually happens before AF.

10 fucking days body! Sort yourself out! I joked with my friend Cat this morning that having an unpredictable period is like having to plan for some sort of military operation every time you leave the house. In my handbag currently are three different types of tampon, some sanitary towels just in cases, paracetamol and codeine (if its really bad!) and dare I admit...even a spare pair of underwear for when she inevitably turns up unannounced, probably in the middle of an important meeting.

Non of the above has been needed yet, I'm having no cramping what so ever either and no positive pregnancy tests so there isn't anything growing in there.

Called the FS this morning to discuss my mock ET on Wednesday - They can't carry it out if I'm bleeding, BUT if she carries on like this she may not have arrived so I may not be bleeding....if that makes sense? They have made a note and have asked me to call back on Tuesday and let them know whats going on, I still have my nurse consultation on Wednesday anyway.

This conversation happened;

"How many days late are you?"
"Ten days"
"Is this normal?"
"Nope, not at all, usually very regular"
"Have you done a pregnancy test?"
"I've done four, all of which negative, she's just a pain in the arse!"
"Hmmmmm, wait and see over the weekend and then do another one. If your period doesn't arrive by Tuesday we might squeeze you in for a quick scan while you're here on Wednesday"

AF....you've had your fun now, pllleeeaaassseeee just show up!!!

p.s. Despite receiving more bad news in regards to my 'potential gall bladder surgery' I'm carrying on with this cycle as I normally would. Im just in that frame of mind, the chances of this NOT working are higher than the chances of it working and I feel great. I may be seen as irresponsible, but frankly, after 3 years I'm past caring.