so close...

So close and yet so far. My bloods are improving, but embryology have decided they want to do a freeze all. They're going to leave our four remaining embies until day 5 and see how many blasts we have, then freeze them. In the meantime I have to travel 35 miles at 6.45 every morning for a blood tests. Doesn't feel like there is any point anymore. I'm not dying, I know what to look out for, you're freezing my babies, so why the daily bloods?! Urgh. I was expecting it, but currently heart broken and pissed off with the world. I just hope our babies make it through the thaw :( Edit: first FET appointment we can get is 26th March and we start the cycle after that. Since they've told me to expect AF I'm around 5-10 days from now, my next AF will be around mid-march...so we'll actually be looking at starting mid to late April, which means we could potentially not get to do our FET until MAY. So fucking sick of this