It took 4 years, 1 miscarriage, 2 cancelled IVFs, 1 failed FET and a whole team of specialists but, here we are. Pregnant. Our story of the transition between infertility to pregnancy and all the fun bits in-between
Even though I knew in mu gut it was a failed cycle, I've still cried like a baby for the past 6 hours. I've screamed, shouted, thrown things, scared the cats, cried some more...now I think I'm all cried out. I have some teaspoons in the fridge ready for the morning to soothe my puffy eyes for my first day back at work. Just to top it off, I'm pretty sure AF cramps have started.
I think I'll be OK in a few days. The worst failure is alway the worst I think. It also helps to know I have you guys on board :) I truly appreciate the encouragement and cheerleading the past few days (...and forever before that!)
Wait, are we testing early? Or don't we have a few more days till the final one?
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Beta is Thursday 1st, but a stark white on a FRER at 12dpo is pretty much as much confirmation as we need :(
ReplyDeleteI'm really very sorry. I was really happy and hopeful for you. As odd as it sounds, I feel crushed.
DeleteHow are you feeling? I do hope Martin is coping as well.
Even though I knew in mu gut it was a failed cycle, I've still cried like a baby for the past 6 hours. I've screamed, shouted, thrown things, scared the cats, cried some more...now I think I'm all cried out. I have some teaspoons in the fridge ready for the morning to soothe my puffy eyes for my first day back at work. Just to top it off, I'm pretty sure AF cramps have started.
ReplyDeleteI think I'll be OK in a few days. The worst failure is alway the worst I think. It also helps to know I have you guys on board :) I truly appreciate the encouragement and cheerleading the past few days (...and forever before that!)
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