Friends?

You know what's really important to me while I've been going through this shower of shite I like to call IF? Friends.

My friends are mostly understanding. They ask the right questions, they let me vent. They give me hugs when AF arrives, we get drunk together. They admit they don't understand and they can't imagine what we're going through, but having them there to rant to makes all the difference. I don't need or want them to understand, I just need them to be there. I love them all dearly for that.

So imagine my shock and surprise to find that one of my closest friends, one of my best friends in the whole world who knows full well what we're going through, who I talk to weekly if not daily, who I cry down the phone to, who cried with me when we had the m/c, decided to upload her 12week scan photo onto Facebook this morning. No text. No email. No Skype call. No PM. No nothing to let me know. We have spoke 3 time in the past week. She hasn't mentioned a thing.

These friends, I don't need.